I was talking with Nicholas, when he told me his favorite thing about me is my mind, that he’s so in love with it. That he loves learning new things about me and even when I feel I’m crazy, I see the world in a way that he loves and admires. I didn’t know what to say that would not be corny, because I honestly can’t comprehend how he can make me feel so amazing. He makes it so much easier for me to strive towards recover and being my best, I don’t know what I’d do without him. He’s my strength, he makes me want to be better and at the same time helps me accept myself as I am. He helps me see I can love myself and there are reasons too. Him and our Sammy. They bring such light into my life, I only want to match it.
No matter what there will always be people out there that try to tear you down with their own misery. Don’t waste your time trying to be kind to them, they won’t understand it.